Monday, December 31, 2012

Predestination and Free Will



Predestination and Free Will
            In recent years, the topic of predestination and free will has weighed heavy on my heart. I have watched families and friends that I love rise in dispute and frustration, while not accepting one another’s theological disposition. I have witnessed the Church suffer immensely, due to this continuously disputed topic in theology. Needless to say, my heart is broken, as I witness theology tearing apart the Church.  Was not theology intended to build up the Church? Jesus prayed in John 17 that we, the Church, may be one, just as the Father and the Son are one, and that we may be one in Them.
            I was raised in a home that tended to communicate the faith through a theology that promoted free will; however, it was never explicitly conveyed to me in such a way.  The Church I was raised in also promoted a free will interpretation of the faith.  As I continued on to study theology at the university level, again, I discovered a theology presented through a lens in support of free will. In my freshmen year of college, I discovered that my home church was going through a division.  Regrettably, this was due to a disagreement between the doctrines of predestination and free will.  My youth pastor, who had intended on stepping into the lead pastor role of the church, discovered that his theology did not align with what the church had been established with.  As the church body began to split between the two persuasions, the church divided, while many families and friends allowed themselves to be left angered with one another. 
            During this time, I decided to take a journey of discovery and discernment of the two persuasions.  After all, I came to the realization that I was easily convinced by both Calvin’s and Armenian’s arguments.  As I read copious books and articles, ranging from Hyper Conservative Calvinism to very Liberal Armenianism, again, I found myself jumping back and forth from persuasion to persuasion. This aggravated me.  I could not be convinced. 
            I will begin with a brief interpretation of Calvinism. “TULIP”, Calvin’s systematic attempt to unpack Predestination forms what could be easily understood as a very logical and reason based disposition[1].  He claims that we are totally deprived, which basically means we do not have the ability to choose God; therefore, we have been Unconditionally Elected, or simply, we have been chosen by God to enter Salvation.  In following, sense we have been chosen, there is Limited Atonement, which means Jesus really only had to die for those that God had chosen. Fourthly, those that have been chosen experience an Irresistible Grace through the Holy Spirit, which cannot of course be denied, because it speaks truth to a otherwise broken soul; therefore, there is a Perseverance of the Saints, which means that once an individual is saved, he/she will remain saved, there is no walking away from the faith.
            Logically, it makes sense right? And, whether you choose to believe so, or not, this argument can be easily backed by scripture. However, in the same, my heart does not rest well in this knowledge.  Jesus only died for those who were “CHOSEN” by God?  Seriously? Do you really expect me to believe in a God that would create people, with the knowledge, that He was writing their death sentence to eternity?  Even further, that He has the audacity to choose who gets to spend eternity in paradise? I mean come on, seriously? This is a pretty sad God that the Bible seems to promote. In all honesty, this “god” has no worth to me. He is merely a God reduced to theological persuasion. However, coincidently, we can hear the Calvinists screaming back at us, “But you just don’t understand, because you are deprived.  Is it not simply beautiful that while all mankind has been convicted of the death sentence, God decided to reach down and save the few.”  Interesting point, but as much as I appreciate your logic, there still remains an unsettling tone that does not capture the God of the Bible.
            Moving along to the persuasion of Free Will, we find another well thought out and reason based argument that seems to convey truth[2].  Armenian begins by asserting that we are indeed deprived, yet this does not prevent us from the power to choose Divine Grace, we have the Free Will to do so.  In so having the free will to choose grace, there is in part a Conditional Election that takes place, which implies that God does not have his hands in choosing those who are saved and not saved, salvation is left for us to choose, and it is readily available to us.  Therefore, there is Universal Atonement.  Jesus was sent to the earth to die for all of humanity, to pay for the sins of all, so that whosoever chooses to believe in Him would have everlasting life with the Father in Heaven.  With this knowledge, it would make sense that grace is resistible, meaning that we have the free will to choose grace or not to.  Lastly, Armenian’s theology would conclude with the point that we can indeed Fall from Grace, or that we can, if we so desire, choose to walk away from the grace that he/she once knew.
            Of course! Here is the logic that I was waiting for! Again, I find myself throwing two thumbs up, as my mind is logically persuaded in this well-delivered argument.  Is this not a beautiful picture? Jesus died for all of humanity. We all have the choice to accept His truth, so that we may have eternal life with the Father. This is truly, “good news”. However, where is God in all of it?  Did God merely, plan out an opportunity for us to know Him, while stepping back to watch?  While if we decide to choose Him, than He will step into the picture? So, you’re telling me that the God of the Universe, whom sent His Son to die on the cross out of His unconditional love for us, has decided to now sit and watch us choose salvation? This does not sit well with me. In my state of fallen depravity, as I have come to realize, how can I choose to serve the Holy and Living God on my own accord?  Wait, I have to leave everything to follow you God? Everything? Well, as great as that sounds God, I think I’ll take a rain check. I’m not interested. Right now, I have all this other stuff to manage.
              Again, whether you choose to agree, or not, this argument can very well be solidified by the backing of scripture. Nonetheless, I am again left dissatisfied as I continue to wrestle with this theological persuasion of how God works out Salvation.  I regret that this theology may also be convicted of the same crime: reducing God to the powers of persuasion. 
It is not my hope to adequately articulate how God works out salvation in this broken world.  However, I do know that He does, and it is good.  As I continued to wrestle with these two theological agendas I find myself more and more uncomfortable with either persuasion. Each lack what the other gives. Even further, each of the two arguments have withheld the test of scripture throughout history, which is precisely why the two theologies still remain in discussion today.   Tell me, do I need to settle on one side or the other? Shall I create my own theology to disprove the rest? No, and no.  Again, I would only allow my mind to be hypnotized by the power of persuasion. We should not hope to reduce the Living God to the confines of human discourse and persuasion.  It is not my intent to completely discredit logic, but while logic may be a helpful tool, it cannot conjure a sufficient definition of the God who spoke the world into existence.   
            For the sake of communicating the gospel and to engage in healthy theological discussion, I proceed further in expressing where I have come to rest in the knowledge of how God works out Salvation.  If I may provide for you a disclaimer, that in so doing, I humbly regret, that in some way or form, I reduce the Living God to a form of persuasion.
However, I hope to emphasize the mystery of How God is at work in the world.
            I believe there is middle ground here.  As both sides become easily polarized, while coincidently, being strongly rooted in scripture; it only makes sense that both contain within themselves some form of truth. After all, who am I to say that I have obtained the knowledge to adequately articulate who God is?  I am not willing to do that.  I do not have a word or phrase that will provide any logical argument that will suit our craving to know, because God is in Himself, and is a mystery. I chose the term mystery, so that I may humbly admit that I do not know how the God of the universe works out the entirety of Salvation.  However, I know that He does.  He did send His Son to die on the cross for humanity, which means that Salvation is made available, but apart from that knowledge God is mysteriously working in the world that HE spoke into existence.

Further Reflections I have encountered
Disclaimer: I do not promote that I have discovered the truth in the problem that these two arguments present.  I, also, do not believe that such an answer is made readily available if we hope to rely upon logic, reason and persuasion. I merely proceed forth acknowledging the mystery of how God works, while hoping to evoke concepts of truth that may aid our understanding in the desire to know who and how God works.

God created time[3].  In fact, He spoke the concept into being.  Therefore, God remains outside of time. If God were to be bound within the constraints of time, subsequently, God would be limited to the mere historical knowledge attainable by man.  In Jeremiah 1:5, God expresses that even before Jeremiah was born, He knew him and set him apart as a prophet. If the God of the Universe was bound by time, how does He come up with a statement like this?  If we understand the scriptures to be the infallible Word of God, subsequently, we must admit that God remains outside of time[4].  Therefore, as we commit to God being outside of time, withholding knowledge of the future, the terminology of “set apart, chosen, ordained, and called” must be reinterpreted through this lens.
It is not my intent to strip words of their definitions; however, it is my hope that we do not allow our concept of God to be limited by language. Language was intended to be a tool used to communicate. However, language does not have the ability, nor the capacity within itself to adequately define an object, thought, or emotion. It is merely an aid to our understanding and desire to communicate. Think for a second.  Is it possible for another individual to capture a thought/idea that has originated within your own mind? Through the usage of language as a tool, an individual has the ability to grasp a form of that thought/idea; however, the thought/idea becomes fragmented through language, because it loses your emotion, motive and desire for it. Nevertheless, language can often distract our ability to comprehend, more than it might perhaps aid.
The language of being “Chosen and Set Apart” speaks a beautiful truth.  It carries the emphasis that God has laid claim on His people, He is dedicated and passionate for His people, and He cares not only for the entirety of His people, but for each individual. How incredible is that?  To worship the living God in the knowledge of being Chosen is a beautiful and wonderful thing, and humbling at that.  
It has become increasingly evident that I am, in fact, deprived, while unable to work out my own Salvation.  Paul claimed to the Church at Phillipi, “For it is God who is working in you, enabling you both to desire and to work out His good purpose”.  According to Paul, as it is written in the Holy Scriptures, the realization of the ability to even desire to do His good purpose comes directly from Him, in His Spirit, through the power of His Son. Again, how magnificent is it that God continues to work among us, so that we may carry out His good purpose.
In coincidence to the realization of God directly working in our lives, while carrying out our salvation for His good purpose, it is necessary that we do not forget the gift of free will that has been bestowed upon mankind. In the wonder and beauty of His magnificent creation, God decided that His creation would not be complete without gifting man with the will to choose. Unfortunately, the outcome of this didn’t turn out so well, as Adam and Eve decided to choose against God’s will[5]. However, providentially, God had a plan.  In God’s omniscience, He knew the course that His creation would take.  Subsequently, He provided the answer that would reunite mankind with Him, as we have come to know in His Son[6]
Are we predetermined by God if we will be saved? In some form, or way, in accordance to scripture it seems as though we are.  How God “determines” remains a mystery to me.  Has mankind been handed the gift of free will? Yes, indeed we have, as we have seen beginning in the Garden of Eden, and further carried out throughout Salvation History.  It seems as though a paradox has arisen. Is this unsettling to me? In some ways, yes, but I must admit that this is due to my humanity.  I am subject to the craving of knowledge through reason and logic.  However, God defines Himself.  As the theologian N.T. writes confesses, “The Gospel, is a power that has been let loose in the world, and cannot be reduced to any form of persuasion, or conviction of the messenger”.[7]  Therefore, even through my desire to know how God works, I must find rest in the mystery of His salvation. I fear that if I do not accept His mystery, I will inevitably reduce the living God to systematic and logic-filled theology[8].
Have you ever stopped to wonder about the disciple’s journey to faith?  In Mark 1:17-20, we find that Simon, Andrew and James had an immediate reaction to the call of Jesus to follow Him.  Jesus said, “Come, follow me”, and they went!  What?!  So a man named Jesus walks by, (and while they may have had some knowledge of who Jesus was, this was never mentioned) and he decides asks these men to follow Him? I’m sorry, but if some random guy, or even, a supposed miracle worker walks by and says, “Follow me”, I’d definitely have a few questions to ask him. So, why did they simply abandon everything? They walked away from their livelihood, their family and their inheritance. Seriously? Are they insane? They must have been.  Or, perhaps, maybe there is something else going on here. Maybe a “power has been let loose” (Holy Spirit) and they had no other choice but to follow Jesus. For some odd reason to them, it just made sense.


[1] Scripture references for Predestination:
Job 14:1-5, Psalm 65:4, Psalm 130:13, Proverbs 16:33, Isaiah 14:24-26, Isaiah 46:8-9, Luke 22:20, Acts 2:22, Acts 4:27, Acts 13:48, Roms 8:28, Ephesians 1:1-14, Ephesians 2:10
[2] Scripture references for Free Will:
Proverbs 12:24, Joshua 24:15, Luke 13:3, John 3:16, John, 7:17, John 8:24, John 8:32,  Acts 2:38, Romans 13:2, Ephesians 2:2, Ephesians 2:8-9, 2 Thessalonians  1:8
[3] Genesis 1:1-5

[4] Jeremiah 1:5, Psalm 139, Colossians 1:15-17, 2 Timothy 1:9, Titus 1:2, Revelation 20, Revelation 21
[5] Genesis 3:1-7

[6] John 1:1-18, Colossians 1:15-20, Old Testament Prophecies of the coming of the Messiah

[7] N.T. Wright, Commentary on Colossians

[8] It is not my intent to discredit logic, reason and systematic based theology. However, I do hope to emphasize that these are merely tools to obtain knowledge, so they hold great significance as we seek to know God. Nevertheless, if we begin to rely entirely upon these tools to define the Creator, Himself, we are at a loss. The tools of a carpenter cannot build the carpenter, himself.

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

An Angel


This past year I had the privilege of teaching English abroad at a private institution in Surabaya, Indonesia.  It was one of the most incredible and fantastic, yet most challenging and growing experiences of my life. Needless to say, living abroad in a new culture, while being away from those we love, can be a very draining experience.
After living in Indonesia for about three months, it seemed as though every frustration, insecurity and discomfort that I had continued to bury imploded through a series of events.  I awoke that morning with a fever and a sore throat. So, of course, I had already anticipated an exhaustive day ahead.  When I showed up to work in the morning, I found that my computer would no longer turn on. My lesson plans, communication device and research capability were all lost in an instant.  It happened to be on this day that I was supposed to contact my mother in the morning, so that I would be able to get the information I needed to transfer money to the states. Needless to say, this wasn’t going to happen. Nevertheless, I pushed through the rest of the work day, sore attitude and all, moving from classroom to classroom. 
When I thought that the struggles of the day had begun to settle with the ending of the school day, I arrived home to find that the charger for my Iphone had decided to stop working.  In my frustration, I chucked the charger across the room at the couch. Soft landing right?  No, it went right through the pillows of the couch and shattered on the wall.  In one day, I had lost all ability to communicate with those I love. On this day God, really?  I have never felt so alone. All I wanted was the comfort of my father’s voice, or the warm embrace of my mother’s arms. I was alone, and with no one to express my sorrows to.  With the intent to distract myself from my lonesomeness, I decided to ride to the mall, so that I could be surrounded by people. It didn’t work.  In being surrounded by so many people, unable to communicate, the awareness of being alone grew ever worse. As I distressingly carried myself into the grocery store, I heard a quiet voice from ahead, “Hey, Mr. David!”  I slowly gathered myself to see who it was that had greeted me. It was one of my students.  Her name was Angel. And with the biggest grin on her face, she was waving at me from the child’s play place.  I assure you, before that moment, I had never witnessed such sheer joy.  Suddenly, it was as if all my worries and frustrations had simply vanished. God had used this little 2nd grader, to teach me of knowing joy in the simplicity of life.  I was reminded that day that God is always at work. Even in the smallest of things, God is with Us.